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So.
It's spring.
Finally.
Les Misérables is ramping up, and I'm running on fumes already. But they're good smelly fumes and should last into May. Yaay.
Hrm. Odd dreams, very odd dreams... a girl I know, Cassie, was in them (well, so were a ton of other people I know), and so was Casie and Amanda. It was a weird dream. I can't remember exactly what was going on, I just remember those people. And interacting with them. And oh yeah... I was sitting with Melissa, and Casie was sitting with us, but she was being cruel, so we moved.
Dunno.

Been feeling very lonely lately. I keep seeing things or people that remind me of Cris - things that I want to share with her, laugh with her about - but I can't. And I miss her, and then I feel like I shouldn't miss her cause I should be over her, and then my head agrees but my heart sulks. The damn organs sing two utterly different tunes. I want her back as a friend, really badly, but I don't know if that's possible or how to go about doing it.

On a happy note, I GOT AN EMAIL FROM AMANDA M! I met her down in Georgia; she's wicked cool and I miss her. I haven't heard from her since Christmas, but now I have! I'm so happy.

Two of the horses at my barn are hurt, one fairly badly. Nothing life-threatening; both will heal alright, I think. One of my 4-H friends' horse is really badly hurt - another has ringbone. Honestly, these animals! it would be so much easier if they had no feet.

I'm tired.
I'm going to bed.

<3me

oh, and Fey? I'm being nice to my hair. Separate shampoo and conditioner, and everything.