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I figured it out.


So I've had this vague sense of fear and worry about my trip. I'm going to Australia in a matter of days - I leave on the 10th of July. I've been unable to pin down why, but it was very much there. I was talking to Sarah about it over lunch, and something she said made me realize what I'm so worried about.


I know that who I am is going to change while I'm there, and it scares me. Even though I know it's for the better that I'll be changing - more independent, more confident. The prospect of change has always frightened me.


But now I know what has been on my mind - and suddenly, I feel far better about it.